A new day

Tomorrow starts the day for my imposed accountability to....... myself! I have decided to try some new vitamins and supplements to help lower my cravings for sugar and carbs. Hopefully it will work and get me motivated for exercise again. It's been pretty difficult this time to even think seriously about it. I've been so relaxed, I really have just not cared. The only thing driving me now is feeling tired all the time. So I WILL:

1. remember to take my vitamins
2. try to control my portions
3. not eat too much red meat or sugary sweets

I think that's good to start with. I'm looking forward to feeling better. This time last year I was 18 days away from birthing my beautiful baby girl. When I look back at the year I see how fast it went:-( Too fast. All I did was raise babies it seems. I know I did some other stuff too, we took a couple trips. The majority of my time was raising babies though. I can't say it was all fun. Some days I truthfully just wanted to run far far away. Being a mom has made me a stronger person, I have learned that it's not my will I live for, it's the perfect will of God. It was definitely worth it. In the end we will and do have a beautiful family with great people. I couldn't be more honored. I absolutely love that all my kids have totally different personalities and they are hilarious. I enjoy being around them. Most of the time:-)