Looking at my belly pictures posted reminds me of a decision to be made. We are praying about whether to add another child to our already busy life and comfortable family dynamic. There's so many reasons why I say yes:
- Gianna will have a sister
- I will have two girls to help me shop:~o
- Less pressure for Gianna being the only girl
- More support for me in my "old age"
- (I secretly like the chaos)
Reasons I want to say no
- I'm a freak when I'm pregnant, constant yelling, so many aches
- Will we all fit "comfortably" in this house?
- how will we handle all the teenagers, and the food bill?
- I haven't lost all of my weight from last pregnancy
- will it really benefit Gianna not to be the only girl?
So there. A lot to be considered I guess. Deep in my heart though I really feel there's room for one more. Only if God promises it'll be a girl and my preference is for her to have reddish hair like Micah (so he won't question if he was adopted lol). I believe God will grant my desires if they are his, he has been so true to me, he has worked miracles in my life.
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